i am officially an insomniac.
i need to start a sleeping schedule, or else im going to
have permenant bags underneath my eyes that will
eventually give away my secret of insomnia to the world.
"And wait for my headache to numb
And the wind sounds as if the world's sighing
And the moon's just a torn fingernail
As the TV flickers and hums by the wall
And I wait for my eyesight to fade"
...story of my life.
ps. i really miss my boy.
despite everything thats happened,
i'm really happy we're still together.
i'm not sure what i would do with myself
if he wasn't in my life.